The Distress of Krieg

Its so surprising how life turns out to be.

Nothing is quite how we all planned it, or wished it was.

And its a saddening thought, but thats life.

What's saddens me now is how the greatest love team of the century can turn out so - demeaning.

Theirs was the affair that i envy and idolized - because all of it seemed so true. I raised them on this pedestal and wished them the best. They were my heroes, both of them, and so i struggled to keep my own relationship with my love one like that of theirs.

But there was sad news just last week.

And you better know by now how that news is to be.

I felt for them...and i don't care who's to blame, the pedestal i put them upon crumbled down and it seemed i can't do anything about it. It's broken and anyone who steps on it shall take a pierce one might never regain consciousness.

Now I am bound to confusion. My mind is at war. It is not my business, yes - but they were my heroes! Both of them the one i look up to! Envy! Now, nothing more! And now even i doubt my own love - that i might make the same mistake (should it be called that way?)!

So that's how life going to be.

All the joys and sorrow intertwine in an entangling web one can't get out of. We're all at the edge grasping its last thread.

Yes, this may seem all too weird, too awkward - the words i say. But have you read? - I AM BOUND TO CONFUSION!