Bukas
Supsop
Lagok
Lunok
Sarado
Kahapon
SLEX
Cupcake
Mocha Flavor
Byahe
Potato Chips
Mentos Spearmint
C2 Green Tea
Apple Flavor
1 Liter
Ngayon
Pagang tonsil
Mapulang ilong
Kumot
Kama
Sakit
Tisyu
Panyo
C2 Green Tea
1 Liter
Tubig Flavor.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Sunday, November 02, 2008
psychological problems
You think about him all the time.
You think about where he must be by now.
You think about what will happen now that he's gone.
You think about who took him away, why was he taken.
You think about how important he is to you.
You think about him --
but he's not your lover.
HE is a 2 gigabyte Kingston Data Traveler 100 USB stick that belongs to your easily-annoyed-ballistic father that contains most of his seaman note's, tides, clock shifts and all those important data a seaman needs. He lent it to you because you needed one at the time AND he had one extra. Except it does have all those important things. You use it. Your friends use it. You use it again. Forgot about it. And now you need to use it. But you can't find it. ANYWHERE or at ANYONE's.
Yeah. You know you'll get it. "It" being the endless reprimands, the endless talk about losing things that don't belong to you, the endless blah blah blah blah...
You fear somehow what might happen. Always something there to wonder about. You might get guilty. You might regret things. You might hate yourself. You might become that lifeless, thoughtless, drone that wanders about thinking of only HIM.
Now, you still think about him.
Where HE went.
Who has HIM.
Why was HE taken?
Every waking hour, every sleeping dream, every free time you don't have anything else in mind.
You must be crazy by now.
Yeah, I know. Thanks for reminding me.
You think about where he must be by now.
You think about what will happen now that he's gone.
You think about who took him away, why was he taken.
You think about how important he is to you.
You think about him --
but he's not your lover.
HE is a 2 gigabyte Kingston Data Traveler 100 USB stick that belongs to your easily-annoyed-ballistic father that contains most of his seaman note's, tides, clock shifts and all those important data a seaman needs. He lent it to you because you needed one at the time AND he had one extra. Except it does have all those important things. You use it. Your friends use it. You use it again. Forgot about it. And now you need to use it. But you can't find it. ANYWHERE or at ANYONE's.
Yeah. You know you'll get it. "It" being the endless reprimands, the endless talk about losing things that don't belong to you, the endless blah blah blah blah...
You fear somehow what might happen. Always something there to wonder about. You might get guilty. You might regret things. You might hate yourself. You might become that lifeless, thoughtless, drone that wanders about thinking of only HIM.
Now, you still think about him.
Where HE went.
Who has HIM.
Why was HE taken?
Every waking hour, every sleeping dream, every free time you don't have anything else in mind.
You must be crazy by now.
Yeah, I know. Thanks for reminding me.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
A Dream to Make Believe
Just submitted the final plate for our Building Technology 4 subject - take note: submitted ha? hindi finished. You know me, there goes the easy me - like the song i can't finish what I started.It's always the same old song - I cram, i get headaches from lack of sleep but still the work isn't fully furnished - the requirements may be complete but they are missing the obvious which is the content. I know, I know. If I know what's wrong why couldn't I straighten it out? The fact is I've been struggling for the lot of my college years and well, I guess my struggling is not enough to overcome anything. There are people who are so fucking good in time management - why can't i be like that? I can do it, anyone can do time management. I even have my organizer to keep things going, keep everything in schedule. Some things fall in the right place and some things, well, most of the things don't. I'm always subject to temptation to do other things not in my plans. Temptations are everywhere. They can present themselves to me in the form of a television, a mobile phone filled with games and of course the ever important personal computer with the endless connection to the internet and overflowing with fun interactive gaming. I suffer the obvious.
People around me won't understand. They'd say I'm just plain lazy. But I believe its a condition most students are suffering. Too bad, I'm one of those.
People around me won't understand. They'd say I'm just plain lazy. But I believe its a condition most students are suffering. Too bad, I'm one of those.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
HI BALOURDZ...SURVEY
1. What's the greatest thing that happened to you yesterday?
• nanlibre si sister sa shakeys ^_^
.
2. Tell me about the shirt you're wearing.
• ORANGE...NA PARANG PEACH..ROUND NECK, RRJ...PAMBAHAY LANG
.
3. What's currently bothering you?
• PAANO KO GAGAWIN YUNG BWAKANANG PLATES KO...ANDAME E
.
4. Are your toe nails painted?
• NO.
.
5. What do you currently hear?
• CRAWLING IN THE DARK NG HOOBASTANK BLARING ON THE STEREO...AT ANG MAINGAY NA ELECTRIC FAN
.
6. When was the last time you had your hair cut?
• FOUR MONTHS AGO? CANT REMEMBER
.
7. When were you last outside?
• A COUPLE OF HOURS AGO
.
8. Are you wearing shorts?
• YEAH! HOW'D YOU KNOW?
.
9. Does the thought of marriage scare you?
• WELL...KINDA...NOT REALLY..HIHI
.
10. What are you doing today?
• LOT.
.
11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
• ACTUALLY UMAGA NA AKO NAKATULOG EH... TINAPOS KO UNG LEVEL 34 NG DINER DASH 2 :D.
.
12. When is your birthday?
• NOVEMBER 28.
.
13. Do you like/love anyone?
• OO NAMAN.
.
14. What are you going to do this weekend?
• MAGGAWA NG PLATES...MAMROBLEMA...MAGGAWA ULIT NG PLATES.
.
15. Were you happy when you woke up today?
• OO NAMAN. GANDA NG PANAGINIP KO EH. TAS AMOY MASARAP NA PAGKAIN SA KAPITBAHAY PAGGISING KO :D
.
16. Does the last person you shared a bed with mean a lot to you?
•EH? SANA MERON...
.
17. What would you do with 5 million dollars?
• 5 MILLION DOLLARS?! NOT ENOUGH! HEHE GAHAMAN PALA. MADAMI SYEMPRE.
.
18. Exciting weekend?
• MEDYO...INATAKE NG DENGUE TATAY KO EH...AYUN KAKAGULAT...TINATAMAAN DIN PALA NG SAKIT YUN!
.
19. Have you ever crawled through a window?
• HMMM SIGURO NUNG AKO'Y 30 KILOS LESS. HIHI
.
20. What do you spend most of your money on?
• FOOD. FOOD. AT YES, FOOD!
.
21. Are you wearing a shirt?
• YEAH. YOU JUST ASKED ABOUT THE SHIRT IM WEARING NO?
.
22. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
• YES. DOESN'T ANYONE?
.
23. How's your heart lately?
• I BELIEVE E NABABALUTAN NA SIYA NG TABA NGAYON....TAKAW KO E
.
24. Would you ever donate blood?
• YEAH. I ALREADY DID A YEAR AGO.
.
25. Who was the last person you sat next to?
• MY GRANDMA.
.
26. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
• NONE SO FAR.
.
28. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
• YES.
29. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
• HMMM....I DONT REMEMBER
.
30. What were you a year ago?
• I WAS A CRAMMING ARCHITECTURE STUDENT, WITH 30 % LESS BODY FAT
.
31. Is there anything annoying you right now?
• YES. MYSELF.
.
32. How old is the first person on your top friends?
• MY AGE
.
23..tsk tsk...
. HUH?
.
33. Will you talk to the person you love tonight?
• I DONT THINK SO...
.
34. Do you have a reason to smile right now?
• YEAH...
.
35. Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
• NOT REALLY
.
36. Why is the song you picked for your friendster song up?
• DYOSA OST E!
.
37. What do you do when you need to relax?
• IF NO ONES AROUND I SMOKE, IF ANYONES AROUND I EAT - ANYTHING EDIBLE
.
38. Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change?
• IM NOT SURE HOW TO ANSWER THAT
.
39. If you win a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
• EPIPHONE AT GIBSON GUITAR!
.
40. Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
• NO! COMPLETE STUPIDITY.
.
41. Do you have a best friend?
• YES
.
42. Are you afraid of death?
• MAYBE...SOMETIMES...
.
43. Are you looking forward to anything?
• .YES
.
44. Do you open up to people easily?
• .KIND OF
.
45. Has anyone upset you in the last week?
• YES
.
46. Do you think you would be a good parent?
. I HOPE SO. YEAH
.
47. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
• MY LIL BRO
.
48. What's your favorite drink?
• MINERAL WATER
.
49. What are you going to do tomorrow?
. GET TO MY CLASSES LIVE ANOTHER DAY
.
51 Who is your favorite friend of the opposite sex to have a serious conversation with?
• IT DEPENDS....IM NOT A SERIOUS PERSON
.
52. Does any part of your body hurt right now?
• KINDA.
.
53. What is the last pill you swallowed?
• AN IMAX.
.
54. How did you sleep last night?
• EYES CLOSED DAW SABEH NI JUSTINE...
• nanlibre si sister sa shakeys ^_^
.
2. Tell me about the shirt you're wearing.
• ORANGE...NA PARANG PEACH..ROUND NECK, RRJ...PAMBAHAY LANG
.
3. What's currently bothering you?
• PAANO KO GAGAWIN YUNG BWAKANANG PLATES KO...ANDAME E
.
4. Are your toe nails painted?
• NO.
.
5. What do you currently hear?
• CRAWLING IN THE DARK NG HOOBASTANK BLARING ON THE STEREO...AT ANG MAINGAY NA ELECTRIC FAN
.
6. When was the last time you had your hair cut?
• FOUR MONTHS AGO? CANT REMEMBER
.
7. When were you last outside?
• A COUPLE OF HOURS AGO
.
8. Are you wearing shorts?
• YEAH! HOW'D YOU KNOW?
.
9. Does the thought of marriage scare you?
• WELL...KINDA...NOT REALLY..HIHI
.
10. What are you doing today?
• LOT.
.
11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
• ACTUALLY UMAGA NA AKO NAKATULOG EH... TINAPOS KO UNG LEVEL 34 NG DINER DASH 2 :D.
.
12. When is your birthday?
• NOVEMBER 28.
.
13. Do you like/love anyone?
• OO NAMAN.
.
14. What are you going to do this weekend?
• MAGGAWA NG PLATES...MAMROBLEMA...MAGGAWA ULIT NG PLATES.
.
15. Were you happy when you woke up today?
• OO NAMAN. GANDA NG PANAGINIP KO EH. TAS AMOY MASARAP NA PAGKAIN SA KAPITBAHAY PAGGISING KO :D
.
16. Does the last person you shared a bed with mean a lot to you?
•EH? SANA MERON...
.
17. What would you do with 5 million dollars?
• 5 MILLION DOLLARS?! NOT ENOUGH! HEHE GAHAMAN PALA. MADAMI SYEMPRE.
.
18. Exciting weekend?
• MEDYO...INATAKE NG DENGUE TATAY KO EH...AYUN KAKAGULAT...TINATAMAAN DIN PALA NG SAKIT YUN!
.
19. Have you ever crawled through a window?
• HMMM SIGURO NUNG AKO'Y 30 KILOS LESS. HIHI
.
20. What do you spend most of your money on?
• FOOD. FOOD. AT YES, FOOD!
.
21. Are you wearing a shirt?
• YEAH. YOU JUST ASKED ABOUT THE SHIRT IM WEARING NO?
.
22. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
• YES. DOESN'T ANYONE?
.
23. How's your heart lately?
• I BELIEVE E NABABALUTAN NA SIYA NG TABA NGAYON....TAKAW KO E
.
24. Would you ever donate blood?
• YEAH. I ALREADY DID A YEAR AGO.
.
25. Who was the last person you sat next to?
• MY GRANDMA.
.
26. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
• NONE SO FAR.
.
28. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
• YES.
29. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
• HMMM....I DONT REMEMBER
.
30. What were you a year ago?
• I WAS A CRAMMING ARCHITECTURE STUDENT, WITH 30 % LESS BODY FAT
.
31. Is there anything annoying you right now?
• YES. MYSELF.
.
32. How old is the first person on your top friends?
• MY AGE
.
23..tsk tsk...
. HUH?
.
33. Will you talk to the person you love tonight?
• I DONT THINK SO...
.
34. Do you have a reason to smile right now?
• YEAH...
.
35. Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
• NOT REALLY
.
36. Why is the song you picked for your friendster song up?
• DYOSA OST E!
.
37. What do you do when you need to relax?
• IF NO ONES AROUND I SMOKE, IF ANYONES AROUND I EAT - ANYTHING EDIBLE
.
38. Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change?
• IM NOT SURE HOW TO ANSWER THAT
.
39. If you win a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
• EPIPHONE AT GIBSON GUITAR!
.
40. Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
• NO! COMPLETE STUPIDITY.
.
41. Do you have a best friend?
• YES
.
42. Are you afraid of death?
• MAYBE...SOMETIMES...
.
43. Are you looking forward to anything?
• .YES
.
44. Do you open up to people easily?
• .KIND OF
.
45. Has anyone upset you in the last week?
• YES
.
46. Do you think you would be a good parent?
. I HOPE SO. YEAH
.
47. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
• MY LIL BRO
.
48. What's your favorite drink?
• MINERAL WATER
.
49. What are you going to do tomorrow?
. GET TO MY CLASSES LIVE ANOTHER DAY
.
51 Who is your favorite friend of the opposite sex to have a serious conversation with?
• IT DEPENDS....IM NOT A SERIOUS PERSON
.
52. Does any part of your body hurt right now?
• KINDA.
.
53. What is the last pill you swallowed?
• AN IMAX.
.
54. How did you sleep last night?
• EYES CLOSED DAW SABEH NI JUSTINE...
Monday, September 29, 2008
TAWAGIN NG MATAKAW -HUWAG LANG BABOY!
Pagkanganaman!!! Susmitasen! Kakarumi!!
Sarap mag-mura...
Sa totoo lang - gusto ko sumigaw ng malakas!
Hindi nakakatuwa!!!
Matutuwa ka ba kung tinawag kang "BABOY!" ng isang gusgusing marusing ka-ew-ew na maliit na batang walang kamuwang-muwang sa mundo na hindi mo naman siya inaano at napa-daan ka lang eh tinawag ka na lang basta na "BABOY!"!?
hindi naman talaga ganon ung pagkakasabeh...mas masakit pa yung pagkakasabi niya in an innocent kinda-looking way (dahil nga bata pa siya) sabeh niya, "HUY BABOY IKAW! " sabay tawa pa at turo sa kin sa mga kasama niya...
Abababababa....ang batang ito!!!
na-hurt naman ang puso kong mamon!
hindi ko naman masisi yung bata kung ganon ang tingin niya sa kin... pero jesus-h-christ! Hindi naman niya ako kilala! he had no right to call me whatsoever na maisip niya! Damuhong na bata yon!!! Sana man lang kinanya niya yung iniisip niyang tingin sa kin sa halip na sumigaw pa at ipagtuturo pa ko sa mga kalaro niya!!!
talk about verbal abuse!!!
unfair naman siguro sa kin - sa ganda kong to? pagkakamalan pa kong baboy? okay na yung MATAKAW e - pero BABOY?! no way in hell am i going to walk around just to be called BABOY!
muntik ko na masampal yung batang yon sa totoo lang...
pero dahil mabait ako...e sumagot na lang ako sa kanya...
"TANGE! APAT PAA NG BABOY NO?! AKO, DALAWA LANG PAA! BABOY KA JAN! TSEH!"
Tangnang yan! Pag nakita ko pa yung batang yun at tinawag ako ulit na BABOY! naku!!!
pati ang nanay niyang nagpalaki sa kanya - makakatikim sa akin ng pagmumura! Aba e kung tinuturuan ba naman niya ang anak niya ng GOOD MANNERS and RIGHT CONDUCTS!!! para hindi siya nakakahurt ng feelings ng ibang tao!!!
Susmaryakatilpo!
Sarap mag-mura...
Sa totoo lang - gusto ko sumigaw ng malakas!
Hindi nakakatuwa!!!
Matutuwa ka ba kung tinawag kang "BABOY!" ng isang gusgusing marusing ka-ew-ew na maliit na batang walang kamuwang-muwang sa mundo na hindi mo naman siya inaano at napa-daan ka lang eh tinawag ka na lang basta na "BABOY!"!?
hindi naman talaga ganon ung pagkakasabeh...mas masakit pa yung pagkakasabi niya in an innocent kinda-looking way (dahil nga bata pa siya) sabeh niya, "HUY BABOY IKAW! " sabay tawa pa at turo sa kin sa mga kasama niya...
Abababababa....ang batang ito!!!
na-hurt naman ang puso kong mamon!
hindi ko naman masisi yung bata kung ganon ang tingin niya sa kin... pero jesus-h-christ! Hindi naman niya ako kilala! he had no right to call me whatsoever na maisip niya! Damuhong na bata yon!!! Sana man lang kinanya niya yung iniisip niyang tingin sa kin sa halip na sumigaw pa at ipagtuturo pa ko sa mga kalaro niya!!!
talk about verbal abuse!!!
unfair naman siguro sa kin - sa ganda kong to? pagkakamalan pa kong baboy? okay na yung MATAKAW e - pero BABOY?! no way in hell am i going to walk around just to be called BABOY!
muntik ko na masampal yung batang yon sa totoo lang...
pero dahil mabait ako...e sumagot na lang ako sa kanya...
"TANGE! APAT PAA NG BABOY NO?! AKO, DALAWA LANG PAA! BABOY KA JAN! TSEH!"
Tangnang yan! Pag nakita ko pa yung batang yun at tinawag ako ulit na BABOY! naku!!!
pati ang nanay niyang nagpalaki sa kanya - makakatikim sa akin ng pagmumura! Aba e kung tinuturuan ba naman niya ang anak niya ng GOOD MANNERS and RIGHT CONDUCTS!!! para hindi siya nakakahurt ng feelings ng ibang tao!!!
Susmaryakatilpo!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
The breakdown of All Things to End
Finals Requirements:
1. Architectural Design 7: Complete Drawing Sets - Design for Sustainable Economic Housing
2. Research Methodology for Architecture: Chapter III - Site Analysis for "Proposed Bayside Teacher's Camp, Lobo, Batangas"
3. Specialization 1: Scale Model: Tropical Design for a City Hall
4. Theory of Architecture 3- Interior Design: Scale Model: Interior Design for a Rest House
5. Building Technology 4: Electrical and Plumbing Layout, Truss Details, Beam Details, Reflected Ceiling Plan, Architectural Details, Site Development Plan and Perspective for "Proposed Batangas School of Architecture School and Administration Building"
6. Building Utilities 2: Elevator and Escalator Layout
7. Architectural Professional Practice 1: Fire Code of the Philippines, Accessibility Law: The Law to Enhance the Mobility of the Disabled
8. Civil Engineering - Timber Design: ?
Slight movement of the earth - OO! Lumilindol habang nagtatype ako nito! Lakas ng uga ay!!!
1. Architectural Design 7: Complete Drawing Sets - Design for Sustainable Economic Housing
2. Research Methodology for Architecture: Chapter III - Site Analysis for "Proposed Bayside Teacher's Camp, Lobo, Batangas"
3. Specialization 1: Scale Model: Tropical Design for a City Hall
4. Theory of Architecture 3- Interior Design: Scale Model: Interior Design for a Rest House
5. Building Technology 4: Electrical and Plumbing Layout, Truss Details, Beam Details, Reflected Ceiling Plan, Architectural Details, Site Development Plan and Perspective for "Proposed Batangas School of Architecture School and Administration Building"
6. Building Utilities 2: Elevator and Escalator Layout
7. Architectural Professional Practice 1: Fire Code of the Philippines, Accessibility Law: The Law to Enhance the Mobility of the Disabled
8. Civil Engineering - Timber Design: ?
Slight movement of the earth - OO! Lumilindol habang nagtatype ako nito! Lakas ng uga ay!!!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
The Distress of Krieg
Its so surprising how life turns out to be.
Nothing is quite how we all planned it, or wished it was.
And its a saddening thought, but thats life.
What's saddens me now is how the greatest love team of the century can turn out so - demeaning.
Theirs was the affair that i envy and idolized - because all of it seemed so true. I raised them on this pedestal and wished them the best. They were my heroes, both of them, and so i struggled to keep my own relationship with my love one like that of theirs.
But there was sad news just last week.
And you better know by now how that news is to be.
I felt for them...and i don't care who's to blame, the pedestal i put them upon crumbled down and it seemed i can't do anything about it. It's broken and anyone who steps on it shall take a pierce one might never regain consciousness.
Now I am bound to confusion. My mind is at war. It is not my business, yes - but they were my heroes! Both of them the one i look up to! Envy! Now, nothing more! And now even i doubt my own love - that i might make the same mistake (should it be called that way?)!
So that's how life going to be.
All the joys and sorrow intertwine in an entangling web one can't get out of. We're all at the edge grasping its last thread.
Yes, this may seem all too weird, too awkward - the words i say. But have you read? - I AM BOUND TO CONFUSION!
Nothing is quite how we all planned it, or wished it was.
And its a saddening thought, but thats life.
What's saddens me now is how the greatest love team of the century can turn out so - demeaning.
Theirs was the affair that i envy and idolized - because all of it seemed so true. I raised them on this pedestal and wished them the best. They were my heroes, both of them, and so i struggled to keep my own relationship with my love one like that of theirs.
But there was sad news just last week.
And you better know by now how that news is to be.
I felt for them...and i don't care who's to blame, the pedestal i put them upon crumbled down and it seemed i can't do anything about it. It's broken and anyone who steps on it shall take a pierce one might never regain consciousness.
Now I am bound to confusion. My mind is at war. It is not my business, yes - but they were my heroes! Both of them the one i look up to! Envy! Now, nothing more! And now even i doubt my own love - that i might make the same mistake (should it be called that way?)!
So that's how life going to be.
All the joys and sorrow intertwine in an entangling web one can't get out of. We're all at the edge grasping its last thread.
Yes, this may seem all too weird, too awkward - the words i say. But have you read? - I AM BOUND TO CONFUSION!
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